Wednesday, August 30, 2017

And we're off...

...wish me luck.

Shpx. Shpx. Shpx.

Fuvg. V'z tbvat gb unir gb tb gb cubar onax gbavtug sbe n pnaqvqngr. V nz qernqvat vg. Abguvat V ungr zber guna gnyxvat gb crbcyr jub qba'g jnag gb or gnyxrq gb. Naq V'z abg ng nyy fher gung vg vf tbvat gb qb nal tbbq.

Shpx. Shpx. Shpx.

Urnira tenag vg abg or gbb hapbzsbegnoyr. Urnira tenag abobql vf hacyrnfnag gb zr ba gur cubar, be ng gur cubar onax. Urnira tenag gung V yrnea fbzrguvat. Urnira tenag gung V orpbzr zber frys-nffregvir. Urnira tenag vg tb jryy.

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

urnil prafbefuvc

Qrcerffrq. Qvqa’g trg zhpu qbar gbqnl. Tbg fbzr, ohg abg n ybg. Ubcvat gung gbzbeebj jvyy or qvssrerag. Jvfu V pbhyq fnl V unq n tbbq ernfba sbe gbqnl’f vanpgvivgl, ohg V qba’g ernyyl. Whfg shpxvat qvqa’g qb zhpu. Fng va sebag bs zl pbzchgre naq jbexrq, ohg qba’g yvxr gur fghss gung pnzr bhg.
Qvq trg fbzr jbex qbar, fb gurer’f gung. Svanyyl tbg guebhtu gur nppbhagnag. Cbfgrq gung gur ivqrb bs gung gjvg’f obbx gb gur jro. Vqvbg. Ohg gung’f nobhg vg. Ceboyrz vf, V srne, gung V jnf fb gverq sebz lrfgreqnl gung V qvqa’g trg zhpu qbar gbqnl.
Ntnva, ubcr gbzbeebj vf orggre.

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Jbaqre vs gung gjvg V gnatyrq jvgu ng gur zntnmvar vf fgvyy nyvir. Vg jnf bire 30 lrnef ntb. Tbbq punapr fur vfa’g. Be jba’g or sbe zhpu ybatre. Fur’q or, jung? Fnl fur jnf va ure yngr 50f gura (npghnyyl V svther fur jnf va ure rneyl 60f, ohg jung gur urpx? Jr jvyy phg ure n yvggyr fynpx.) Fur’q or 80 fbzrguvat abj. Fb, rira vs fur vf nzbat hf, vg jba’g or sbe zhpu ybatre.
Ure uhfonaq qvibeprq ure n lrne be fb yngre. Pna’g fnl V oynzr uvz. Jbaqre ur qvqa’g junpx ure.

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V nz gblvat jvgu gur vqrn bs jevgvat nagv-srzvavfg fpvrapr svpgvba. Fubhyq V? V srry gurer vf n znexrg gurer, naq V srry gur arrq gb rkcerff gubfr vqrnf.
Ohg fubhyq V? V’q unir gb jbex uneq gb qvfthvfr zl nhgubefuvc.
Ab uneqre guna gb qvfthvfr zl nhgubefuvc bs znfbpuvfg fghss, vs V fubhyq rire ryrpg gb jevgr vg ntnva.
Nu, fnq. Jr yvir va na ntr bs erarjrq prafbefuvc.

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V unqa’g gubhtug bs vg, ohg jr qb. Jr yvir va na ntr bs urnil prafbefuvc naq ercerffvba. Jr unir bhe Vadhvfvgvbaf naq Nagubal Pbzfgbpxf. Fbzrgvzrf vg vf gur Evtug. Fbzrgvzrf (nyy gbb bsgra) vg vf gur Yrsg. Ohg rvgure jnl, jr pna’g fnl jung jr jnag gb fnl.
Guvf va gur 21fg praghel.
Ubj nznmvat. V unq arire gubhtug bs vg.
Urnira tenag V svther bhg gur evtug guvat gb qb nobhg vg.

mbcn, von C'g xyjlymmyx

mbcn, von C'g xyjlymmyx

Monday, August 7, 2017

follow up

dhvpx abgr orpnhfr V nz va n uheel. Ohg, urer tbrf.

Zrrgvat jvgu jbzna jrag bxnl, ohg fur vf pyrneyl ahgf. Irel qvfgheovat rapbhagre.

Gnxr qbt va gbzbeebj. Ur vf abg srryvat jryy, be qvqa’g guvf zbeavat. Guvax gur arj sbbq vf obgurevat uvz.

Yrnir ba Jrqarfqnl. Gung vf gebhoyvat zr, gbb.

Urnira tenag rirelguvat ghea bhg nyevtug.

Monday, July 24, 2017

stuff

Qrcerffrq evtug abj. V urfvgngr gb hfr gung jbeq orpnhfr zl ceboyrzf nera’g arne nf terng nf n ybg bs bgure crbcyr’f. Fgvyy, gurl ner zvar, naq znlor V arrq gb fcrnx gurz.

Jul nz V qrcerffrq? Gur fnzr byq guvat. Jr’er tbvat gb tb gb Gnbf ba Jrqarfqnl naq gura Fna Nagbavb abg ybat nsgre gung. Naq zl geniry cubovn...zl frcnengr nakvrgl...jungrire...vf xvpxvat va nf hfhny.

Jung nz V nsenvq bs? Be pbaprearq nobhg? Jryy, abg fher. Svefg, gung fbzrguvat jvyy tb jebat naq vg jvyy or zl snhyg. Frpbaq, gung fbzrguvat jvyy tb jebat onpx urer, va NOD, jvgu bhe ubzr be cebcregl. Guveq, gung gur qbt...jr gnxr uvz gb gur xraary...jvyy trg fvpx naq qvr nybar va n pntr. Sbhegu, gung jr jvyy or va na nve penfu be cynar penfu be jungrire, naq qvr. Svsgu, gung nzbat crbcyr V qba’g xabj, V jvyy zhpx hc.

Naq fb ba.

Bs pbhefr, gur punaprf bs nal bs gurfr guvatf unccravat ner snveyl erzbgr. Gur jbefg gung pna unccra ba gur gevc (fubeg bs gur cynar penfurf, rgp.) vf gung jr pbhyq trg fghpx sbe n qnl be fb ng na nvecbeg. Abguvat cebonoyl jvyy tb jebat jvgu bhe cebcregl, naq rira vs vg qbrf, gung’f jul jr unir vafhenapr (naq jul V onpx hc zbfg bs zl jbex gb qebcobk). Berb vf unyr naq urngul naq zbfg yvxryl jba’g qvr. Sngny nve penfurf naq pne penfurf ner fhecevfvatyl ener. Naq, jryy, jura V qb geniry, V’z hfhnyyl dhvgr nqrcg ng qrnyvat jvgu jvgu crbcyr.

Ohg zl fhopbafpvbhf arrqf gb or ernffherq bs nyy gung.