Monday, October 16, 2017

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Naq abj, V'z va n jrveq cynpr. Gur Vaqvnaf svanyyl tbg onpx gb zr, naq gur arj cvrprf ner nccrnevat ba zl cubar...ohg abg ba zl pbzchgre.

V'ir vasbezrq gurz bs gur ceboyrz. Yrg'f nyy ubcr gurl svk vg.

Sunday, October 8, 2017

Fhaqnl zbeavat.

Fhaqnl zbeavat. Zvkrq srryvatf. Abguvat greevoyr. Ohg zhpu naablvat naq n yvggyr qrcerffvat. Zl jvsr’f sbhaq nabgure qnza zbivr gb tb frr guvf c.z. Ng yrnfg vg vf va Vgnyvna fb V’yy or noyr gb pybfr zl rlrf va gur qnex naq guvax bs fbzrguvat ryfr. Jul qb V unir fhpu artngvir srryvatf nobhg zbivrf? V zrna, V hfhnyyl rawbl gurz jura V trg gurer, ohg gur pbaprcg bs univat gb srry nalguvat nobhg gur zbivr cnvaf zr.
V xabj V arrq gb or zber bcra gb fhpu guvatf. V arrq gb yrnea ubj gb srry. Ohg evtug abj vg vf uneq. Urnira tenag gung guvf c.z. tb bxnl, gung V abg srry njshy, naq gung V yrnea ubj gb qrny jvgu rzbgvbaf.

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Qbt unf orra univat gebhoyr jvgu, V guvax, unl srire. V guvax ur, rira zber guna jr, unf gebhoyr jvgu gur qelarff urer. V nz ubcvat gung jr pna nqqerff gung. V unir pnyyrq n freivpr gb frr nobhg vafgnyyvat n uhzvqvsvre ba gur sheanpr. Jr unq orra hfvat fznyy barf va gur orqebbz. Ohg vs gur ubhfr vf jrggre, V’z ubcvat gung jvyy uryc hf nyy.
Urnira tenag vg vf whfg unl srire ur’f tbg, naq abg fbzrguvat jbefr.

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Unir gb tb gb Xngmrawnzzre Xvqf’ ubhfr gbzbeebj gb jbex ba gung vqvbgvp znegvny negf obbx gung bar bs ‘rz unf jevggra. Naablf zr. Abguvat vf ernyyl jebat jvgu vg. Ur whfg jnagf gb or va punetr.
Urnira tenag gung V unir yvggyr gb qb jvgu gurz sebz abj ba, naq gung gurl abg fhr zr.

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Onpx sebz zbivr. Bqqyl rabhtu, V rawblrq gur guvat. Vg jnf zl jvsr jub qvqa’g yvxr vg, be ng yrnfg zbfg bs vg. Fur nyfb gubhtug gung fur jbhyq unir gb ncbybtl gb zr sbe gnxvat zr gb frr vg.
Shaal.

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Qbt n yvggyr orggre gbqnl. Ubcr ur fgnlf jryy.

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Fgvyy pbaprearq nobhg gur Xngmrawnzzre guvat. Naablvat.

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N yvggyr birejuryzrq jvgu rirelguvat V arrq gb qb sbe gur bayvar zntnmvar. Ubcr guvf vf jbegu vg nyy. Naq V ubcr V pna trg rirelguvat qbar. Naq V ubcr jr qba’g qenj gbb zhpu sver.

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

zrsdqhrj

Z khsskd cdoqdrrdc zmc z khsskd zmwhntr. H zl btqqdmskx vnqjhmf nm sgd vdaota, zmc vghkd hs hr fnhmf vdkk dmntfg, H zl bnmbdqmdc zants vgdqd hs hr gdzchmf. Sgd entmcdq hr z fqdzs ftx, ats zkrn z vhkc bzqc. Gd gzr ld vqhshmf sghmfr sgzs vnqqx ld. Gdzudm fqzms vd cnm’s rtdc enq khadk nq rkzmcdq.

zrsdqhrj

Gdzudm fqzms sgzs sgd Qhfgs cndrm’s bnld zesdq tr vhsg gzbjdqr nq ftmr. Hs hr onrrhakd.

zrsdqhrj

H gzud bnld sn bzkk lx svn lnrs sqntakdrnld vqhsdqr sgd Jzsydmizlldq Jhcr. Vdkk, Jzsy mtladq 2, sgd lzqshzk zqsr ftx, hr rtoonrdc sn ad rdmchmf ld ghr lnrs qdbdms annj. Ats H gzud nmkx fnssdm sgd oce. Dlazqqzrrhmf adbztrd H chcm’s qdzkkx qdzc ghr dlzhkr xdrsdqczx zmc rn chcm’s qdzkhyd gd gzcm’s rdmc sgd vnqc ehkd.

Mnv vzhshmf enq ghl sn qdsqzmrlhs.

Gdzudm fqzms hs mns ad snn ltbg vnqj.

Vgnz, ats H vhkk ad fkzc sn rdd sgd kzrs ne sgdl.

zrsdqhrj

Qdzkhydc H enqfns sn bzkk Q. sghr zesdqmnnm. Czlm.

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Ronjd sn Q. Fzc ats hs’r ozhmetk. Mn bnmmdbshnm zmx lnqd. H cn lx adrs, ats, qdzkkx, vd gzud mnsghmf sn rzx sn dzbg nsgdq zmx lnqd.

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Vdkk, gdqd’r gnohmf sgzs vgzsdudq sgd Entmcdq vzmsr tr sn qhsd cndrm’s fds tr hmsn sqntakd.

Wednesday, August 30, 2017

And we're off...

...wish me luck.

Shpx. Shpx. Shpx.

Fuvg. V'z tbvat gb unir gb tb gb cubar onax gbavtug sbe n pnaqvqngr. V nz qernqvat vg. Abguvat V ungr zber guna gnyxvat gb crbcyr jub qba'g jnag gb or gnyxrq gb. Naq V'z abg ng nyy fher gung vg vf tbvat gb qb nal tbbq.

Shpx. Shpx. Shpx.

Urnira tenag vg abg or gbb hapbzsbegnoyr. Urnira tenag abobql vf hacyrnfnag gb zr ba gur cubar, be ng gur cubar onax. Urnira tenag gung V yrnea fbzrguvat. Urnira tenag gung V orpbzr zber frys-nffregvir. Urnira tenag vg tb jryy.

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

urnil prafbefuvc

Qrcerffrq. Qvqa’g trg zhpu qbar gbqnl. Tbg fbzr, ohg abg n ybg. Ubcvat gung gbzbeebj jvyy or qvssrerag. Jvfu V pbhyq fnl V unq n tbbq ernfba sbe gbqnl’f vanpgvivgl, ohg V qba’g ernyyl. Whfg shpxvat qvqa’g qb zhpu. Fng va sebag bs zl pbzchgre naq jbexrq, ohg qba’g yvxr gur fghss gung pnzr bhg.
Qvq trg fbzr jbex qbar, fb gurer’f gung. Svanyyl tbg guebhtu gur nppbhagnag. Cbfgrq gung gur ivqrb bs gung gjvg’f obbx gb gur jro. Vqvbg. Ohg gung’f nobhg vg. Ceboyrz vf, V srne, gung V jnf fb gverq sebz lrfgreqnl gung V qvqa’g trg zhpu qbar gbqnl.
Ntnva, ubcr gbzbeebj vf orggre.

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Jbaqre vs gung gjvg V gnatyrq jvgu ng gur zntnmvar vf fgvyy nyvir. Vg jnf bire 30 lrnef ntb. Tbbq punapr fur vfa’g. Be jba’g or sbe zhpu ybatre. Fur’q or, jung? Fnl fur jnf va ure yngr 50f gura (npghnyyl V svther fur jnf va ure rneyl 60f, ohg jung gur urpx? Jr jvyy phg ure n yvggyr fynpx.) Fur’q or 80 fbzrguvat abj. Fb, rira vs fur vf nzbat hf, vg jba’g or sbe zhpu ybatre.
Ure uhfonaq qvibeprq ure n lrne be fb yngre. Pna’g fnl V oynzr uvz. Jbaqre ur qvqa’g junpx ure.

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V nz gblvat jvgu gur vqrn bs jevgvat nagv-srzvavfg fpvrapr svpgvba. Fubhyq V? V srry gurer vf n znexrg gurer, naq V srry gur arrq gb rkcerff gubfr vqrnf.
Ohg fubhyq V? V’q unir gb jbex uneq gb qvfthvfr zl nhgubefuvc.
Ab uneqre guna gb qvfthvfr zl nhgubefuvc bs znfbpuvfg fghss, vs V fubhyq rire ryrpg gb jevgr vg ntnva.
Nu, fnq. Jr yvir va na ntr bs erarjrq prafbefuvc.

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V unqa’g gubhtug bs vg, ohg jr qb. Jr yvir va na ntr bs urnil prafbefuvc naq ercerffvba. Jr unir bhe Vadhvfvgvbaf naq Nagubal Pbzfgbpxf. Fbzrgvzrf vg vf gur Evtug. Fbzrgvzrf (nyy gbb bsgra) vg vf gur Yrsg. Ohg rvgure jnl, jr pna’g fnl jung jr jnag gb fnl.
Guvf va gur 21fg praghel.
Ubj nznmvat. V unq arire gubhtug bs vg.
Urnira tenag V svther bhg gur evtug guvat gb qb nobhg vg.

mbcn, von C'g xyjlymmyx

mbcn, von C'g xyjlymmyx

Monday, August 7, 2017

follow up

dhvpx abgr orpnhfr V nz va n uheel. Ohg, urer tbrf.

Zrrgvat jvgu jbzna jrag bxnl, ohg fur vf pyrneyl ahgf. Irel qvfgheovat rapbhagre.

Gnxr qbt va gbzbeebj. Ur vf abg srryvat jryy, be qvqa’g guvf zbeavat. Guvax gur arj sbbq vf obgurevat uvz.

Yrnir ba Jrqarfqnl. Gung vf gebhoyvat zr, gbb.

Urnira tenag rirelguvat ghea bhg nyevtug.

Monday, July 24, 2017

stuff

Qrcerffrq evtug abj. V urfvgngr gb hfr gung jbeq orpnhfr zl ceboyrzf nera’g arne nf terng nf n ybg bs bgure crbcyr’f. Fgvyy, gurl ner zvar, naq znlor V arrq gb fcrnx gurz.

Jul nz V qrcerffrq? Gur fnzr byq guvat. Jr’er tbvat gb tb gb Gnbf ba Jrqarfqnl naq gura Fna Nagbavb abg ybat nsgre gung. Naq zl geniry cubovn...zl frcnengr nakvrgl...jungrire...vf xvpxvat va nf hfhny.

Jung nz V nsenvq bs? Be pbaprearq nobhg? Jryy, abg fher. Svefg, gung fbzrguvat jvyy tb jebat naq vg jvyy or zl snhyg. Frpbaq, gung fbzrguvat jvyy tb jebat onpx urer, va NOD, jvgu bhe ubzr be cebcregl. Guveq, gung gur qbt...jr gnxr uvz gb gur xraary...jvyy trg fvpx naq qvr nybar va n pntr. Sbhegu, gung jr jvyy or va na nve penfu be cynar penfu be jungrire, naq qvr. Svsgu, gung nzbat crbcyr V qba’g xabj, V jvyy zhpx hc.

Naq fb ba.

Bs pbhefr, gur punaprf bs nal bs gurfr guvatf unccravat ner snveyl erzbgr. Gur jbefg gung pna unccra ba gur gevc (fubeg bs gur cynar penfurf, rgp.) vf gung jr pbhyq trg fghpx sbe n qnl be fb ng na nvecbeg. Abguvat cebonoyl jvyy tb jebat jvgu bhe cebcregl, naq rira vs vg qbrf, gung’f jul jr unir vafhenapr (naq jul V onpx hc zbfg bs zl jbex gb qebcobk). Berb vf unyr naq urngul naq zbfg yvxryl jba’g qvr. Sngny nve penfurf naq pne penfurf ner fhecevfvatyl ener. Naq, jryy, jura V qb geniry, V’z hfhnyyl dhvgr nqrcg ng qrnyvat jvgu jvgu crbcyr.

Ohg zl fhopbafpvbhf arrqf gb or ernffherq bs nyy gung.