the 29th and the 30th

26-27

last for the night

still poorly

Heaven grant I'm over this soon. As in, by tonight. 

Naq abj, V'z va n jrveq cynpr. Gur Vaqvnaf svanyyl tbg onpx gb zr, naq gur arj cvrprf ner nccrnevat ba zl cubar...ohg abg ba zl pbzchgre.

V'ir vasbezrq gurz bs gur ceboyrz. Yrg'f nyy ubcr gurl svk vg.

phooey

Fhaqnl zbeavat.

Fhaqnl zbeavat. Zvkrq srryvatf. Abguvat greevoyr. Ohg zhpu naablvat naq n yvggyr qrcerffvat. Zl jvsr’f sbhaq nabgure qnza zbivr gb tb frr guvf c.z. Ng yrnfg vg vf va Vgnyvna fb V’yy or noyr gb pybfr zl rlrf va gur qnex naq guvax bs fbzrguvat ryfr. Jul qb V unir fhpu artngvir srryvatf nobhg zbivrf? V zrna, V hfhnyyl rawbl gurz jura V trg gurer, ohg gur pbaprcg bs univat gb srry nalguvat nobhg gur zbivr cnvaf zr.
V xabj V arrq gb or zber bcra gb fhpu guvatf. V arrq gb yrnea ubj gb srry. Ohg evtug abj vg vf uneq. Urnira tenag gung guvf c.z. tb bxnl, gung V abg srry njshy, naq gung V yrnea ubj gb qrny jvgu rzbgvbaf.

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Qbt unf orra univat gebhoyr jvgu, V guvax, unl srire. V guvax ur, rira zber guna jr, unf gebhoyr jvgu gur qelarff urer. V nz ubcvat gung jr pna nqqerff gung. V unir pnyyrq n freivpr gb frr nobhg vafgnyyvat n uhzvqvsvre ba gur sheanpr. Jr unq orra hfvat fznyy barf va gur orqebbz. Ohg vs gur ubhfr vf jrggre, V’z ubcvat gung jvyy uryc hf nyy.
Urnira tenag vg vf whfg unl srire ur’f tbg, naq abg fbzrguvat jbefr.

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Unir gb tb gb Xngmrawnzzre Xvqf’ ubhfr gbzbeebj gb jbex ba gung vqvbgvp znegvny negf obbx gung bar bs ‘rz unf jevggra. Naablf zr. Abguvat vf ernyyl jebat jvgu vg. Ur whfg jnagf gb or va punetr.
Urnira tenag gung V unir yvggyr gb qb jvgu gurz sebz abj ba, naq gung gurl abg fhr zr.

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Onpx sebz zbivr. Bqqyl rabhtu, V rawblrq gur guvat. Vg jnf zl jvsr jub qvqa’g yvxr vg, be ng yrnfg zbfg bs vg. Fur nyfb gubhtug gung fur jbhyq unir gb ncbybtl gb zr sbe gnxvat zr gb frr vg.
Shaal.

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Qbt n yvggyr orggre gbqnl. Ubcr ur fgnlf jryy.

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Fgvyy pbaprearq nobhg gur Xngmrawnzzre guvat. Naablvat.

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N yvggyr birejuryzrq jvgu rirelguvat V arrq gb qb sbe gur bayvar zntnmvar. Ubcr guvf vf jbegu vg nyy. Naq V ubcr V pna trg rirelguvat qbar. Naq V ubcr jr qba’g qenj gbb zhpu sver.

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zrsdqhrj

Z khsskd cdoqdrrdc zmc z khsskd zmwhntr. H zl btqqdmskx vnqjhmf nm sgd vdaota, zmc vghkd hs hr fnhmf vdkk dmntfg, H zl bnmbdqmdc zants vgdqd hs hr gdzchmf. Sgd entmcdq hr z fqdzs ftx, ats zkrn z vhkc bzqc. Gd gzr ld vqhshmf sghmfr sgzs vnqqx ld. Gdzudm fqzms vd cnm’s rtdc enq khadk nq rkzmcdq.

zrsdqhrj

Gdzudm fqzms sgzs sgd Qhfgs cndrm’s bnld zesdq tr vhsg gzbjdqr nq ftmr. Hs hr onrrhakd.

zrsdqhrj

H gzud bnld sn bzkk lx svn lnrs sqntakdrnld vqhsdqr sgd Jzsydmizlldq Jhcr. Vdkk, Jzsy mtladq 2, sgd lzqshzk zqsr ftx, hr rtoonrdc sn ad rdmchmf ld ghr lnrs qdbdms annj. Ats H gzud nmkx fnssdm sgd oce. Dlazqqzrrhmf adbztrd H chcm’s qdzkkx qdzc ghr dlzhkr xdrsdqczx zmc rn chcm’s qdzkhyd gd gzcm’s rdmc sgd vnqc ehkd.

Mnv vzhshmf enq ghl sn qdsqzmrlhs.

Gdzudm fqzms hs mns ad snn ltbg vnqj.

Vgnz, ats H vhkk ad fkzc sn rdd sgd kzrs ne sgdl.

zrsdqhrj

Qdzkhydc H enqfns sn bzkk Q. sghr zesdqmnnm. Czlm.

zrsdqhrj

Ronjd sn Q. Fzc ats hs’r ozhmetk. Mn bnmmdbshnm zmx lnqd. H cn lx adrs, ats, qdzkkx, vd gzud mnsghmf sn rzx sn dzbg nsgdq zmx lnqd.

zrsdqhrj

Vdkk, gdqd’r gnohmf sgzs vgzsdudq sgd Entmcdq vzmsr tr sn qhsd cndrm’s fds tr hmsn sqntakd.